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Created on 2008-01-17 18:55:00 (#14699516), last updated 2009-11-23

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Name:	liquidxxdreams
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My journal is private. But, yes, I will add you once you add me.

"Wouldn't it be nice to know all the answers?
To never make mistakes.

Too bad the perfect life is always two steps away.
And, no matter what what move you make, you end up in the same place you started."
- Me.

My name's Lauren. I'm 19. I drive a piece of shit 1994 Mazda Mx-6 that I'm absolutely in love with. I have a beautiful little boy named Xhaiden (pronounced Zay-Den), who I would do anything for.

I’m an open book but keep in mind that every single thing that I ever say to you has been censored; the only things you know about me are what I’ve allowed you to know. However, if I’m under the influence, everything coming out of my mouth is exactly what's flying through my brain.

I figure, we all have to die someday - might as well make the best of the time we do have. So, I do what I want when I want to, if you don't like that; sucks for you.

If you know the real me, you’re extremely lucky. But you should know by now that I'm always trying to push the limit and I WILL put you to the test one day. But don’t sweat it, everybody fails the first few.

I have a bad habit of hiding my feelings; you will probably never know what they really are. So if you, for some reason, think I don’t like you at first, you’re probably wrong. I just have a bitchy sense of humor and I always have, it's a defense mechanism that I'll never let go of. Don't take offense to it, it's just habit. Plus, it's really funny. :]

I love trying new things and having new memories to look back on, but I’m also that girl who needs that little extra push to actually go through with something. I’m working really hard on becoming more outgoing.

I have big dreams and I'm always thinking about and planning for the future, even if I know things won't work out. I set myself up for failure without realizing it. And it completely crushes me when everything falls apart.

I love meeting new people, but I also feel really uncomfortable talking to people I don’t know. So make a joke, if you can make me sincerely laugh there’s no doubt I’ll open up to you. I don't know how to trust anymore. I've been taught to expect to be fucked over, so I tend to jump to my own conclusions before I give you a chance to speak; but it's not like I'll believe you anyway.

I'm constantly learning new things about myself and I love it. At this age, nobody truly knows themselves. I am who I am and I'm not going to change for you. I'm finally learning to accept and be happy with myself.